What's wrong?

Sometimes being nice to people seems just too much for me. Because I do it for you, it doesn't mean that you can take it for granted. I think I deserve at least a thank-you. These days people (esp those younger ones) are just living without any manners. What's wrong with them? If you think that you're well educated just because you get all A's in your classes and have a damn good 4.0 GPA. Let me tell you this: you are so not educated cause you don't even understand what is education and how important it is. Screw those impolite and arrogant jerks! Stop taking advantage on nice people. What you will do to them is turn them into mean people...Is that what you want? So, next time, when other people are doing you a favor, please say thank you. I mean it's just two words. How hard could that be?

[lost in life]

So I've applied to graduate school for forensic science...still waiting for the result. I really have no idea or confidence on how it is going to turn out to be. IF I do get into the program, I will be a CSI!! (Has anyone not watched it?) But I think I'm running out of patience, passion, and, most important, time and money... I expect to reach some achievements in the year of 2009, but it just doesn't seem that easy to come by. I mean I could use a bit of luck. Well, I guess God forgot to place "luck" into my DNA when he created me...Don't think I'm a big fans of biology...it would be the last thing I want to study or talk about. And the microbiology class that I'm taking is just driving me crazy. Everything is just a blur to me. If only I can I find a purpose of doing this and that, it'd be easier to me to suck it up. I mean...I don't even know what the heck I am doing. I feel like a child getting lost in a huge scary tropical forest and never gonna get out of there. Oh man, I am so disoriented now. Where is my compass??