[虛偽]

之前太久沒來這囉，覺得有點對不起它:P ，心血來潮決定要來寫一寫喔。我最近過得很清閒，也沒有在忙甚麼重要的事，WELL...可能也因為這樣...都在想/思考一些有的沒的。其實我很不太想抱怨個甚麼...只是老覺得自己身邊多了許多那種虛偽的人，真的快受不了啦...唯有一直把氣都往肚子裡吞，真夠累...我的天呀，誰能教教我怎樣去面對那些人啊。

[a b c d e ......w x y z]

Time for me to update again. I really haven't accomplished much...just keep on hea-ing while I'm still searching for what and how I wanna do...u know...with job and school...all those crap again...but then all of a sudden, I realized that I have got to take the GRE ....OMG, how am I supposed to get ready for it in just one month...cuz one of my friends once told me that his friend was studying a dictionary for a 9-month period to get a pretty satisfactory test result. Well, that definitely has discouraged me a bit. Right now, I still do not have the courage to register for GRE yet...which kinda make me less determined to study for it. (For those of you who don't know what GRE is...long story short...it consists of an english and a math part, and the english part is extremely difficult) Now, you should be able to see why the heck I am struggling...Sigh, actually, I'm quite getting used to studying...cuz I studied for almost 20 years before the BS degree. I guess I'll be fine lo...Meanwhile, I feel like there are more hypocrites around me...I can't take it no more. I'm totally not trying to be querulous but I really just wanna punch them in their face when I see their mendacious behavior..-_- you guys have no idea how hard it is for me not to hit them in the face><...I really hope I won't be facing this no more soon. :P

[finally]

Yeah, so I finally got my diploma today. It's been quite a while from the graduation. Dunno what was taking so long. Studying so hard just for a piece of paper~ I really hope it's worth it :P

[csi]

For those of you who know me so well, I'm so attracted and addicted to the tv show csi, which includes csi-lv, csi-ny, and csi-miami. I don't wanna say that the other kind of tv series suck but at least I could say I would learn something from watching csi. Last night, I've learned some interesting scientific fact from csi-lv. You know how our blood is red is because of it exposing to oxygen when we are able to see it. That, in fact, explains why our blood is blue when you look at your veins...and you are right...cuz they are deoxygenated!! But this isn't the thing I learned. What I learned is that ...although sulfur is one of the natural components of our blood, however, a massive dose of sulfur actually could turn our blood GREEN!! Green, it is. So, next time, when you see someone's blood is green, it's not necessarily that they are aliens. Furthermore, it turned out that people who take heavy doses of sumatriptan (Imitrex), which is a migraine medicine, will end up having that spooky dark greenish blood. :P

P.S. I hope you at least learn something from reading my blog. Thx. =)

[Mooncake festival]

Happy Moon cake Festival!! Look at the moon, brew some tea, and make a wish??! I wonder if anyone really still does these nowadays...u know...cuz I DON'T!! Only 2 pieces of 1/8 of a mooncake could already give me a full stomach. I think I'll just skip to the Make-A-Wish part then~ Just out of curiosity, how do u guys spend your mooncake festival aka mid-autumn festival???

[ThankU:)]

Thank you all for your messages and gifts on this very special day of mine. T_T Some of you even sent me the message right on 12am today...I, apparently, could say no more to thank everyone of you. What's so special on this day is just that I ain't got no more school for this year. :) cuz in HK school usually starts on the first day of september so then by the time 9-11 comes by, besides school there's still school...I mean this finally changed when my life started at ucla two years ago (cuz school doesn't start until the last thursday of september, which I, personally, appreciate that very much ><). This is the first bday without any more academic responsibility/burden (well, besides my 1-yr-old & 2-yr-old bdays of cousre...) after 20 yrs of education...This gradually makes me think if I really wanna continue my education as a MS student....sigh..still haven't made up my mind...well, I guess I could really use a wish here...hopefully a new job that I like. :P

Oh, btw, plz leave me a comment/message if u ever read this, thx.

[Birthday,yay!]

So, my bday is coming up in 2 days, yay! But HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Peggy and Kei too, hehe. Since our bdays are very close, well, actually two days apart from each other, which makes it easy for me to not forget their bdays in a way. Thank you all for your cards and gifts tho. I bet none of you has ever noticed, I do have another blog on myspace...but I usually choose to write things there when I am pissed off or upset. It sure is a good thing to write about what's upsetting me and just sort of let the anger out. And then I would really feel better after. As Oprah says, if one is upsetted by another person, one should write down the upsetting fact in a letter but just remember not to mail it out to that person. But all these writings just lead me to realize this problem of mine...which I hate it very much. I would be so picky about others' work...u know like others' attitudes and then start to criticize them. I sort of blame it for being a Virgo and Blood Type A....u know...perfectionists. I would say that who and who are so rude and mean...blah blah blah...but I guess being such a perfectionist just makes me so blind to myself...and makes me not seeing what a monster I'm actually turning into. I hope it's not too late to try to become a better, more understandable person to others and to myself. I guess this would be my bday wish...to be reborn as a better, more understandable person. Sorry, I know this is boring...but I just kinda needa get this all out. And from now on, I'll only post positive things on this blog....As for the dark side, I'd better just let it rest in peace in the other blog of mine. haha~ :P

[helpless]

I've decided to ignore my cat for a while cuz it's getting more and more bossy lately. Sometimes I even think that it doesn't know how to be a cat...but then if it doesn't, who does? Arrrr...It's got a hell of a voice and it yells like hell when it wants food from me. It yells like "hey you!! Give me my damn food...quick!! @#$*%#@" ...lol... Seriously, there's pretty much nothing I could do besides spoiling it with what it desires the most, its wet cat food. Another annoying thing about this little cat is that no matter how much food I give, it always leaves two bites in the plate which it won't even go any near that after. I don't feel like its owner or more...perhaps I've become its slave after all these years. What's weird is that it brother, which is the other cat we have, is extremely well-behaved. Its voice is so gentle...seriously, you just won't get tired of hearing its meow....Most importantly, it won't yell at me like its little brother. Seems like I love the older cat more...but, in fact, I really do. And then my mom is like...hey...when you have your own family in th future, please don't have no more than one kid ...your bias issue is so serious...it's kinda poor to be your kids...lol ...I, for sure, will keep this in my mind...hahaha :P

[blog reopens?!]

I, certainly, hope someone would read this blog of mine...not like the title of my blog. I actually reopen this after shutting it down like perhaps a year ago...Anyway, ever since the graduation, it's like I've lost contact with most of the people I know from college. Thus, I hope this blog would at least keep us in touch somehow. It's hard to befriend people, and it's even harder to maintain the quality friendship if you know what I mean...yea...so I hope this blog will serve its purpose to let you all know what's going on with me...and please also keep me posted with what's going on in your life...leave a comment.~ :P