[Birthday,yay!]

So, my bday is coming up in 2 days, yay! But HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Peggy and Kei too, hehe. Since our bdays are very close, well, actually two days apart from each other, which makes it easy for me to not forget their bdays in a way. Thank you all for your cards and gifts tho. I bet none of you has ever noticed, I do have another blog on myspace...but I usually choose to write things there when I am pissed off or upset. It sure is a good thing to write about what's upsetting me and just sort of let the anger out. And then I would really feel better after. As Oprah says, if one is upsetted by another person, one should write down the upsetting fact in a letter but just remember not to mail it out to that person. But all these writings just lead me to realize this problem of mine...which I hate it very much. I would be so picky about others' work...u know like others' attitudes and then start to criticize them. I sort of blame it for being a Virgo and Blood Type A....u know...perfectionists. I would say that who and who are so rude and mean...blah blah blah...but I guess being such a perfectionist just makes me so blind to myself...and makes me not seeing what a monster I'm actually turning into. I hope it's not too late to try to become a better, more understandable person to others and to myself. I guess this would be my bday wish...to be reborn as a better, more understandable person. Sorry, I know this is boring...but I just kinda needa get this all out. And from now on, I'll only post positive things on this blog....As for the dark side, I'd better just let it rest in peace in the other blog of mine. haha~ :P