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Time for me to update again. I really haven't accomplished much...just keep on hea-ing while I'm still searching for what and how I wanna do...u know...with job and school...all those crap again...but then all of a sudden, I realized that I have got to take the GRE ....OMG, how am I supposed to get ready for it in just one month...cuz one of my friends once told me that his friend was studying a dictionary for a 9-month period to get a pretty satisfactory test result. Well, that definitely has discouraged me a bit. Right now, I still do not have the courage to register for GRE yet...which kinda make me less determined to study for it. (For those of you who don't know what GRE is...long story short...it consists of an english and a math part, and the english part is extremely difficult) Now, you should be able to see why the heck I am struggling...Sigh, actually, I'm quite getting used to studying...cuz I studied for almost 20 years before the BS degree. I guess I'll be fine lo...Meanwhile, I feel like there are more hypocrites around me...I can't take it no more. I'm totally not trying to be querulous but I really just wanna punch them in their face when I see their mendacious behavior..-_- you guys have no idea how hard it is for me not to hit them in the face><...I really hope I won't be facing this no more soon. :P