Annoyance

I wish there's a switch on my ears so that I can choose to just hear what I want to hear because most people just don't care how much disturbance they cause by saying rubbish. This is unacceptable!

And to keep track of my grad studies, this is my second quarter (Winter 2010). I hope I'll be having fun.

Welcoming 2010.

Things I would like to accomplish in this coming year:
1. Get a better job.
2. Live better.
3. Learn to be forgiving.
4. Learn to make better use of time.
5. Aware of and be able to accept my very own limit.
6. Stop hating people for their wrongdoing.
7. Try to be happy every day.
8. Make more friends =)
9. Learn to be thankful for what I have but not hateful for what I don't have.
10. Change myself for the better but not try to change the others to fit myself. :S

Hopefully, by the end of 2010, I would have accomplished all of those listed above. Let's see how this will turn out then. =P

First Stop

This blog has now become my own record sheet for the progress of grad school as I'm sure no one is reading this anymore since I really am not a person who likes to update her blog routinely. As I'm sitting in a library, there is this old man snoring on a couch and there are some high school kids studying for their exams (I can tell from how serious they look when they read and, c'mon, I've there...they just don't study until the last minute).
Anyway, this is to officially say that I'm finally done with my first quarter in grad school. It's been painful and hectic. And there's been ups and downs, which I don't tend to forget as they are stories I've learned from this tiny portion of my life. Recalling from the night right before the finals, I was thinking about how to commit a perfect murder as for one of the questions that was going to be on one of my finals. In grad school, there is just no absolute right and wrong answers for the problems, and, the most important thing is that I will have to do/write things with good reasons. I finally understand that grad school is all about questioning everything that I learn and trying to come up with ways for better results (which is a total opposition to what I've been taught my whole life). After all, everything does happen for a reason. The question is whether you can take it or not.

Awesome trip~

I got to go somewhere finally~So I went to Universal Studios yesterday, and it was awesome. By the way, I just found out I'm not that fearless after all which you may find it surprising...despite the fact that I love horror movies, roller coaster and stuff =P. Too bad the Jurassic Park ride was closed though...but I did get on the Simpson's ride. OMG, it was awesome. But in returns, I feel like my neck was falling apart after that....but who cares?! I had fun..yay~

do i believe in Him?

I mean I've got nth to lose for believing in Him. But I just think that it already takes me long enough to believe in a person, it would take me much longer to believe in someone or something that I dunno if it even exists. It doesn't just take me the length of a movie or a person's sharing time to make me believe. Those who did, I doubt if that's real. Just because you prayed and claimed that you have accepted Him, does that make you a better person already, does it make you a christian, or does it mean that He accepts you as well? People all talked about how He has helped them when they were in their worst case scenario. I would argue that they are just looking at things in a super optimistic point of view. I would not resist what He has to tell me cuz I'm so used to what they are trying to get you to do. I've been in this kind of occasion since I was in elementary school. I dunno...It's just really hard for me to believe in anything or anyone. But I am hoping to change.